Yeeh, it's late, and I have school tomorrow. -.-
Honestly, I wish I didn't have to go, but that would be very immature of myself.

Anyways, I'm up this late, thinking about decisions I've made in the past.
I always say that I don't regret anything that I've done.
That much is true.
But I was wondering why I made half the decisions that I've made.
Like.. 'what prompted me to do that?' kind of thing.
It's frustrating, because in a way, I guess that is regretting my past.
(I can't get my wireless mouse to work! AGH. That's DEPRESSING.)
I've just been doing a lot of thinking lately, I guess.
About the one subject in particular.
And how, he was out of my life.
And now he's back. And it's emotional, and I'm trying to tell myself that it's not.
Cause it shouldn't be.
I have awesome people in my life, and why should he be the one that ruins that for me?
Fact is, he's not ruining it.
PLUS, I feel like I have to keep the fact that he's back in my life, a secret.
Because I have judgemental people in my life.
I dunno what to do.

I think it all boils down to the fact that I made the wrong decisions with the wrong people.